Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Happy Hump Day!

The week is 1/2 over which means I only have 4 more work days until we leave for Mexico (not counting today of course)! I still can't wait if you haven't noticed...

I haven't talked much about our IF lately - which is a good thing I think. It isn't on my mind constantly. We haven't done any treatments/cycling since February and I think it was much needed time away. Babies have been on my mind though, I can't lie about that. I look at moms and babies and I honestly don't think I'll ever be a mom. It's starting to sink in and I'm actually starting to get used to the idea - today anyway. Some days it hits me and I cry and get upset, but today I think I might be OK. Our life will go on, I'll enjoy it and I will have lots of nieces and nephews to spoil rotten. We will see I suppose.

In other news, my DH got home from his boys trip last night. It was great to see him after a few days! I don't, however, miss sleeping with him ::get your head out of the gutter - I'm talking acutal sleep!:: I swear I could sleep alone every night for the rest of my life and be content with it. I am such a light sleeper every move or sound he makes wakes me up. I think it hurts his feelings that I feel that way but I can't help it!!

6 comments:

  1. YAY! I was just asking you how many days till Mexico! Can you send me a link so I can see the resort and live vicariously through you? I also need your FB info!

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  2. And I am sorry you are feeling down about the baby thing. You WILL be a mom, and a great one at that! xoxo

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  3. I know how you feel when it comes to thinking you'll never be a mom. It breaks my heart to hear you say that, but it's something I think to myself on a daily basis. Sometimes I wonder if my own negativity is preventing me from achieving my goals of having a family. Please don't give up on your dream yet! You never know what could happen. Have a great time in Mexico!

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  4. You are going to have an AMAZING vacation. Stay positive girl....you are going to get to be a mother some day. I believe it.

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  5. Thanks ladies, I appreciate the support more than you know!

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  6. Hope you have an excellent time on your trip!!!

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