I've just been so down lately I thought I should think about something positive this afternoon! Work is slow, I'm bored and just feel like I'm waiting for this day to be over!
So here goes: DH is having his first Remicade infusion tomorrow morning at 8AM. And I'll be honest, I have A LOT of hope that this will be the fix for him. A lot. I really hope I'm not disappointed. I have a vision in my mind of him leaving the appointment and feeling like a new man. Which in turn makes me think I'll feel like a new woman tomorrow night when I get home from work. How amazing to come home to a healthy and happy hubby? Not one in PJs laying on the couch sick where he's been all day by himself. Which means tonight will be the last night he is miserable at work, cramping, rushing to the bathroom, etc.
Could it be? Something positive for a change? I think so... I hope so... Keep your fingers crossed.
9 months ago